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Tok.. Tok.. Tok.. I am knocking the door at home my home... its 3 am in the morning and its shivering like anything.... i m not able to remove the socks off my foot.... i m extremely tired. my mom will wake up in a couple of mins to open the door. Its been the third consecutive week of resultless work for me since i have started fiddling with that stupid software.... Yesterday evening i was training someone on the same damn thing... (Hilarious right... you don't know something and train someone on it.... )

Day by day this new assignment is growing in size. and you know what life was much easier and comfortable a couple of months ago. now its like i am running in a race, which doesn't have a deadline , neither an end point...... and the race is only with yourself... (its exactly the same...i don't find any kinda help anywhere on earth.)

College life was fun....... you know... you don't care a shit about anyone else on earth. you do a lot of things but all of them end up in no use... its like you mess up so much with everyone and walk away cool saying....." Final year eanna appidithan...." . You cant say that now....if you do they will say.... "Fresher nna ippidithan....:-(" .... you got a brand name for yourself......

Those were the days when you thought ... i should be punctual to office.... i will go to office sharp at 9 and leave exactly at 5:30. and once you joined you came to know that you will never reach office by 9 and will never leave before 9.

Life has taken a u-turn. that IT-Krishna has gone missing .... he is probably doing his engineering somewhere ... You know the better part of the joke.... i never studied in engineering... never did i carry a book to college.... but now... you will find user manuals... advanced configuration guides.... ajax research papers.... all of them in My Bag.... I don't know how i call it my bag... since all these things are here, i cant term it as my bag any more.... say its the bag of the web-server-guy. life sucks .... you cant help it...

This IT life has changed my life miserably in the past 9 months... i very much miss the days of college.....